ricky mendoza - Marmalade

Capo 3

C E
And here I am, I can’t get you out of my head.
Am G
I try to work, I try to cook, I try to breathe
and there you are.

C E
Why do I feel this way, why doesn’t anything cheer me up?
Am G
At least I did it. At least I told you I love you.

F G
Way back when, you thought of our lives together.
F
You imagined the two of us and the way it
G
would work out,
F G
but, in your cold calculated mind it did not…

C
I surprise myself,
E
I thought my heart was a rock
Am
I thought I had it bulletproofed and my
G
mind was set

C
Apparently, my heart is made of
E
fucking marmalade
Am G
and it was never in my chest,

(Chorus)
F G
And now, what am I supposed to do?
F
Continue being friends?
G
So I can laugh with your men?
F G
I don’t see myself there anymore.

C E
Strangely, I don’t feel sad
Am G
I feel like a new man,

C
like I discovered my heart
E Am
I did everything I can, to be at your side.
G
I fought the good fight.

F G
so I am wiping my tears, picking myself up,
F G
I am gonna lose myself in this beautiful world
F G
and hopefully, one day, my heart will scar

C E
and many moons will pass and you will be nothing
Am G
but a beautiful distant memory in my mind

C E
But for now, I am hopeless.
Am G
Drowning in my own fucking marmalade.

C E Am G