Baby Queen - These Drugs

[Intro]
B

[Verse 1]
B
I don’t wanna do drugs anymore
B
If you saw me through the eyes of a bathroom stall
G#m
Your skin would crawl, I’m high
G#m
But I am not a sycophant for a good time
B
I only wanted to escape my mind
B
For one night, know what happiness feels like
E
But the nightmare I’m ignoring is darker in the morning

[Verse 2]
B
It’s a band-aid on a broken arm
G#m
It’s a siren sounding out alarm
G#m
A messed up version of self-harm
B
And it’s louder than a cry for help
B
When I destroy my mental health
E
Because I don’t respect myself

[Chorus]
B G#m
Every time I take these drugs to pick me up
E
All I ever do is cry
B G#m
Every time I take these drugs to pick me up
E
All I ever do is cry

[Verse 3]
B
I don’t wanna go to bed alone
B
So I let another stranger take me home
G#m
I drink to numb the pain
G#m
And you would do it too if you would share my brain
B
Everybody that I love gets hurt
B
And I’m learning to believe that I just deserve
E
The demons I’m ignoring and the regret in the morning

[Verse 4]
B
It’s a total domino effect
G#m
A prison cell inside my head
G#m
A trauma that I can’t forget
B
And it’s louder than a cry for help
E
When I destroy my mental health
E N.C.
Because I fucking hate myself

[Chorus]
B G#m
Every time I take these drugs to pick me up
E
All I ever do is cry
B G#m
Every time I take these drugs to pick me up
E
All I ever do is
B E
Cry, cry, I only ever
G#m E
Cry, cry I only ever
B E
Cry, cry I only ever
G#m E
Cry, cry I only ever

[Bridge]
E F#m
Damned if I do and bored if I don’t
G#m
And I should get clean again but I won’t
B
I told you that I don’t need help
E
Because I lie to my…self
F#m
I’m damned if I do and bored if I don’t
G#m
And I should get clean again but I won’t
B
I wanna be someone else
E
Because I’m scared of my…self
F#m G#m F#m
Sometimes I’m scared of myself

[Chorus]
B G#m
Every time I take these drugs to pick me up
N.C.
All I ever do is cry
B G#m
Every time I take these drugs to pick me up
E
All I ever do is
B E
Cry, cry I only ever
G#m E
Cry, cry I only ever
B E
Cry, cry I only ever
G#m E B
Cry, cry I only ever cry