Katie Gregson-MacLeod - Complex

[Intro]
C Am Em F

[Verse 1]
C
I`m twenty one
The edge is razor thin
Am
Between being numb
Em
And feeling everything
F
Good days only serve as relief again

[Pre-Chorus]
C F C
Now I`m watching as I waste away my days
And then
F
It`s a cross dissolve
C
It`s a scene I`ve played before
F
And the leading role that I thought I`d hold
Am G F
Doesn`t listen to me anymore
C
But I`m wearing his boxers

[Chorus]
Em
I`m being a good wife
Am
We won`t be together
F
But maybe the next life
C
I need him like water
Em
He lives on a landslide
Am
I cry in his bathroom
F
He turns off the big light
C
I`m being the cool girl
Em
I`m keeping it so tight
Am
I carry home while
F
My friends have a good night
C
I need him like water
Em
He thinks that I`m alright
Am
I`m not feeling human
F
I think he`s a good guy
C
But it`s complex

[Post-Chorus]
Em
It`s a complex
Am F C
It`s a complex
Em Am F
I`m a complex

[Verse 2]
C
Triangular
I can see them now
Am Em
Three points at which
I let myself down
F
I was just a girl
C
What`s the excuse now?
Too regular
This pattern
Am Em
I`ve been taking shelter in
Reaching new highs
F
When I was nineteen
C
I wanted to die

[Pre-Chorus]
F
Now I just want to kill you
C
But I don`t want to paint you the victim
F
And I talk a good game
C
I`d die for you just the promise you`d listen
C
But I`m wearing his boxers

[Chorus]
Em
I`m being a good wife
Am
We won`t be together
F
But maybe the next life
C
I need him like water
Em
He lives on a landslide
Am
I cry in his bathroom
F
He turns off the big light
C
I`m being the cool girl
Em
I`m keeping it so tight
Am
I carry home while
F
My friends have a good night
C
I need him like water
Em
He thinks that I`m alright
Am
I`m not feeling human
F
I think he`s a good guy
C
But it`s complex

[Outro]
Em
It`s a complex
Am F C
It`s a complex
Em Am F
I`m a complex