NF - HAPPY

[Intro]
G

[Verse 1]
Em C G
Dear God, please hear me out
D Em
I know it’s been a couple years
C G D
Since I’ve reached out and said hello
Em C G
I bet you’re wondering why I keep
D Em
Obsessing on and stressing all the little things
C G D Em
When I should be living life and soaking up the memories
C G
I know I’ve been selfish, I have
D Em
No excuse to give you, it’s true
C G
Hanging by a thread’s how I live
D Em
I don’t know why, but I feel more comfortable

[Chorus]
C
Living in my agony
G D Em
Watching my self-esteem go up in flames, acting like I don’t
C
Care what anyone else thinks
G D Em
When I know truthfully that that’s the furthest thing from how I
C G
Feel, but I’m too proud to open up and ask you
D Em
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I’m trapped in
C G
The truth is I need help, but I just can’t imagine
D
Who I’d be if I was happy

[Verse 2]
Em
Yeah, been this way so long
C
It feels like something’s off when I’m not depressed
G
I got some issues that I won’t address
D
I got some baggage I ain’t open yet
Em
I got some demons I should put to rest
C
I got some traumas that I can’t forget
G
I got some phone calls I’ve been avoiding
D
Some family members I don’t really connect with
Em
Some things I said, I wish I woulda not let slip
C
Some hurtful words that never shoulda left my lips
G
Some bridges burned, I’m not ready to rebuild yet
D
Some insecurities I haven’t dealt with, yes
Em
I’ll be the first to admit that I’m a lonely soul
C
And the last to admit I need a hand to hold
G
Losing hope, heading down a dangerous road
D Em
Strange, I know, but I feel most at home when I’m—

[Chorus]
C
Living in my agony
G D Em
Watching my self-esteem go up in flames, acting like I don’t
C
Care what anyone else thinks
G D Em
When I know truthfully that that’s the furthest thing from how I
C G
Feel, but I’m too proud to open up and ask you
D Em
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I’m trapped in
C G
The truth is I need help, but I just can’t imagine
D Em
Who I’d be if I was happy

[Bridge]
C G
Don’t know what’s around the bend
D Em
Don’t know what my future is
C G D Em
But I can’t keep on living in—

[Chorus]
C
Living in my agony
G D Em
Watching my self-esteem go up in flames, acting like I don’t
C
Care what anyone else thinks
G D Em
When I know truthfully that that’s the furthest thing from how I
C G
Feel, but I’m too proud to open up and ask you
D Em
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I’m trapped in
C G
The truth is I need help, but I just can’t imagine
D
Who I’d be if I was happy

[Outro]
Em C G D
Ooh ooh if I was happy
Em C G D
Ooh ooh If I was happy